Depressed, angry, frustrated with feedback. I too was encouraged to stick it out. You haven't explained what your project is. You need to follow the suggestions in the answers, but firstly: do not be affraid, you are not alone. Introduction. Currently sat behind at work, several weeks past my deadline and only half way through my dissertation. You may end up looking back at this and feeling silly for feeling this way. am late tho not a party.. In the middle of hell now bad enough that I just googled Dissertation Hell and found you. I can look at a paragraph and read and reread and write a sentence and backspace and scratch around for a reference and the whole thing is just so painful I just have no idea how to get on with it. So true. (LogOut/ It states, You didnt break me then, and you wont break me now. There's nothing wrong with getting your mind right and nothing wrong with getting help to do so. Done. I have no one else to talk to about this. Yes. Our writers are at the very heart of our company and our legitimate PhD paper writers are no exception. (LogOut/ lolvery true. Spite is underrated because people think it is an emotion for selfish people who are just nasty for No Good Reason. They feel daunted and overwhelmed by the huge task of meeting that 40-80,000 plus word count (depending on the discipline). Your advisor will understand. PrisonDoc, Professional PhD Thesis Writers. i feel really stuck. . heres my strategies that seem to be working for me right now, for what its worth: My hatred of Deleze drove me into the arms of actor network theory though, so it all worked out in the end , I maintain my theory that Derrida is nothing more than a hazing ritual. Not one positive note. Now I will embrace the spite and hope it carries me through this last little bit of torture. Feeling I have to fight, t is better than feeling a victim despite actually being victimized be my mini me, or else! Its tough to concentrate. My proposal was way too long and my first chapter is crap work and this next chapter I am on auto pilot. I just gotta shut out that questioning and the fear of this mountain being insurmountable. I love how some other people are impressed by you (and by me doing you) whenever I tell them about you. Dear Nicole4eileen, Yup- you fit right in with the rest of us! My first external advisor died. I think I will catch the spiteful spirit animating others here and ride it as best I can! My goal is to just keep on keeping on. A solar system where a planet is in the center? Then- LOVE can fill the void again- and you can look into your living memories eyes- Difficulty focusing on the chart review is also a problem. Do not sell your soul. If you had a good enough reason to start something that you thought was WORTH your time and effort, you started it! I am a poor shitty little student whos been doing her Masters for FOUR FUCKING YEARS! LOVE I used to have imposter syndrome however now I recognize many professors are the imposters! It only takes a minute to sign up. im so glad to find people who understand what im going through! Really? Do not get defensive or shy to admit it. Ive spent hours contemplating the crossroads: while Im living my life and having fun and living well is turning out to be the awesomest revenge ever. Everyday has the same feeling of stress, regret, hate myself. Stay your course my friend- if in the future your students learn what you had to consider in finishing what you started, your students will appreciate more the guidance you give them! Just the whole academia makes me vomit. the first laugh ive had in weeks. I cant quit either cause I really want this PhD so I can leave home and not be forced by my family to do anything ,going home is so much worse than this PhD . i just wished some of em had included a cheat code in their publication. i am really worried that it will never even properly start, when it is to be finished within the next four months. Destroyed my self esteem. ONE DAY AT A TIME. Dont give the fu&*#$S the satisfaction of getting the best of you! I HATE MY DISSERTATION. Unfortunately, this is way more common than it should be. You will get treated badly. Still, I cant help using some of his stuff when it suits me. Over thorns and hot coals. So involving Consumer Report, Leap Frog, CMS Hospital Review, Wellbeing Grades, plus the Joint Commission all hospitals now appear to acquire some sort of superior rating to screen in their lobby. In short- Knowledge IS power. (LogOut/ Itll show you how to write a PhD. So the dream job I was aiming for is actually probably not suited for me. You can too! For me, a firm deadline is going to help me push through. Ive been in graduate school for longer than I will even allow myself to recall. Depending on your goals, you may very well be better off switching advisors and research areas. I find it hard to imagine aproject where the co-PI "had no clue about the work being done"; if you weren't already in your fifth year, I'd advise you to get out. For some reason I couldnt assert myself and stayed on. You don't like doing this project and you'd like to stop. Want something changed in your paper? There is also a chance that you feel the thesis is sub-standard because you wanted to go back and build new cool things. so am thinking maybe anger is better than reaching for spite and is more motivational the disdain for the hypocrisy of higher ed! i allow myself to critique after a week or so, just so i can keep writing. Please e-mail me at keepyourcool_slh22@hotmail.com so we can comiserate even more..lol Misery loves company as they say and in this case..Stressed out Doctoral Candidates Working on their Dissertation love Other Stressed out Doctoral Candidates Working on their Dissertations;-). To subscribe to this RSS feed, copy and paste this URL into your RSS reader. There is a chance that you experience these feelings because writing is due. my computer died whilst commencing the very first paragraph. I wonder if I should summon up the spite/anger impulse and try to finish. Hang in there. Dave, somewhat more colourfully, calls this phase Screw you thesis!. WHATEVER IT TAKES, DO IT. Now I need to rewrite! I now describe Derrida to the Thesiswhisperer as my B**** in capital letters. I think that running into former academic colleagues while Im living my life and having fun (while theyre stressed out and worried) will be a better revenge than a completed dissertation. Thanks for this comment. But *$&* them. I think your ideas fundamentally challenge my way of thinking. Keep it up! i aim to achieve a a sense of neutrality/indifference/insolence, just to get through the day. For me its Bhabha! I went to a local, bottom tier school because it was the only thing I could afford, so Im not going to have a worthwhile degree. How to write your Ph.D. thesis. Ok- I havent posted here in a while- but I think I got you beat! LETs DO THIS, damn it! Maybe pride I am taking next week off and holing up to continue I will get there eventually and will then probably start something else. i mean, what the heck?? I mean thats just a lot to go through. I was just very, very close so I opted to stick it out. my friend- I could not agree more. After paying the first year tuition out of pocket, I accepted a PhD project due to desperation for funding. I owe a lot to spite. Spite wont work because Im afraid people are going to say: Oh, thats what you did nothing new or important here! for instance. Use Spite (OR WHAT EVER YOU NEED AND CAN MUSTER UP NOW). The research I would say is pretty mundane, I was providing experimental support for an FEM group. The second thing I realised is this hate is a different kind of hate than the I scorn your ideas because frankly they sound stupid kind of hate. Perhaps this comment is ill-conceived, but I'm wondering if there's likely to be any consequences to the supervisor/advisor if none of the solutions presented here manifest, and whether this could be used as bargaining power in case things turn sour. Thanks a lot to the author and to all of you brave people. So why is that week not now? The steps I listed above are from my supervision experience. I found this by searching for my phd advisor is a piece of shit. And your post so made my day. Sigh. Additionally, while I think my project and evidence need to be put out there (a totally overlooked piece of the puzzle that is actually VERY relevant today), I have a full-time job and finishing my Ph.D. will not affect my career or income in the near future. You'll be sure to receive an original paper every time you place an order. You have to figure out if you're going to stay or if you're leaving. and it will be over. The APA also has a page dedicated to advice on helping choose a therapist (with a lot of more general related advice/explanations). I find his work utterly impenetrable! I will try to use spite as motivation but itll be hard cause I hate everything I do . And get it in writing. As with suggestion 2, make sure your committee is clearly aware of what work you intend to do. Started my PhD trip back in 2006! the cheatcode? With spite in hand, I might be able to make it. At this point, I never want to submit anything again! Hey folks, after six years of writing my damn dissertation, tomorrow I am finally going to defend it!!! Either version adds to the overall horribleness. I agree, and I think the entire dissertation process at most institutions need to be revamped because at this stage, it is usually a time-consuming and worthless experience unless it results in a publication or two, or a grant. I sailed through course work and yet, cannot finish this darn dissertation. The point remains then to simply I never actually had very much trouble writing and publishing. everyone around me was putting their best foot forward and there i was sitting like a lump being depressed for a year. No doubt, to write a PhD thesis is a time-consuming task. So f-ing true though.. Just like there's nothing to be ashamed of when seeking professional medical attention for other areas of your body when they're interfering with your life, there's nothing to be ashamed of with seeking appropriate help when the trouble you're facing is psychological in nature. Must. I dont feel persistent, I feel spiteful and focused on putting it in the rear view. In the end I am approaching 30 years old and I am still a student in everyones eyes my career outside of study is non-existent and intimate relationships, well, what intimate relationships? Thank you! I seem to be a direct blood relation myself! There is a one-word answer to that question, and that word is spite. Asking for help, clarification, or responding to other answers. I did so. I WILL FINISH THIS if only out of spite . Hot chest, dangerous thoughts and pure rage in my head. under the belt. (LogOut/ We write everything from scratch. But for me, it makes me even more sure that I dont want it anymore. I am so inspired and motivated by these posts that, even though I have been avoiding even opening the document since reading his comments last week, I feel empowered and encouraged to face my fear (viewing and tackling the chapter yet again). Just simply starting once is a major accomplishment. A year feels like forever. I couldnt even afford a dinner date. I absolutely hate my PhD and I dont understand the purpose of it, Goodbye, Prettify. List the cool research or engineering ideas you would rather do instead of working on that project you hate. It depends on your mindset as well as your finances, but only you'll know that and only when it happens, so don't worry about that now. Never tried it, but it does say something about his writing that you need a rubric to even approach it! Downside: if you don't finish you don't have a diploma to prove it, but you can explain. And yes, spite was a huge factor. I feel the same way right now. Bourdieu and Foucault. all the advances of the last 1/3rd of the previous century have their source in his so-called wordplay. Its really tough too, as one is sharp and provides big picture feedback and knows Im close, is supportive, AND knows I just want to finish and move on, that it doesnt have to be the worlds best dissertation. Or, it could mean switching topics / advisors / institutions so that you will be competitive for academic positions in topics that interest you more. I have done tons of research, but Ive just made te situation more difficult rather than easier, I think. Plan your final push and start checking off the boxes that lead to freedom. It's completely your choice what you do, but I'd suggest you stick this out and finish your doctorate. I did too and Im glad. It sounds like you are overwhelmed and struggling with finding related clarity to work through what choices to make, and that's very much the type of thing that a Psychologist can help you with. That's true of most jobs, especially with skilled employees, and yet people quit and life goes on. To my mind, thats just prolonging the agony. Hello highlight.js! spin on web-based assessment at the 5th grade level- (Which I do find a true- and now I abandoned work/life and marooned myself on an island (literally Nantucket) for a dissertation vacation, and FTTT! I hate how spending time with you isolates me from the rest of the world, from my friends, from my family. Thank you, Gordon, for your kind words and encouragement. The difference is in the type of lifelong learning. So happy you found this outlet! Good luck to everyone here. I realized last night that when I feel overwhelmed or overly negative, I just need to get up and walk my dogs or go for a quick bike ride. couldve saved me tonnes of time. Right now I just dont care and am ready to leave it all on the table and go find a better life, and leave all of my former colleagues to wonder WTF happened to me. We're always here to help you solve any possible issue. Im so far behind because of not having access to the materials I needed to do my experiment and Im having to ask for an extension. Again, only you can know what you really want to do. By Elisabeth Pain Apr. Counselling for graduate students had helped me to go through these shits, but its not enough. I go back and forth from being confident I can do it, to feeling that its overwhelming. Dear GOD you nailed it you absolutely nailed it on the head! I suspect many others will do the same this Christmas and I dont blame you. I turned to spite in the later stages, too, as the only antidote to an overwhelming and unsustainable rage that began to develop that last year and a half or so. I think and I felt this last night after posting that Im going to to use you fine people to carry me. If Ive put up with this stress and guilt for years, two months is a cake walk. Pains in my chest and sick feeling, but thankfully realise everyone feels the same. I hate the entire process and Im just not sure its even worth it anymoreAll of this work for nothing..I hate it when people say..It will all be worth it in the endOr You can do it I just want to punch them in the throat when they say that because I figure if it was such a happy go lucky experience like they make it seem why arent they doing it? , However, in some cases depending on the contract, the students might be obliged to recover the funding in case of an unsuccessful research period. On reading John Law spaces and objects he bamboozled me with the obscure language of euclidian spaces. i got here by googling im dying my thesis is killing me XD. But European Roulette potato chips be unchanged. Please. Academia Stack Exchange is a question and answer site for academics and those enrolled in higher education. I love how just having you in my life allows me to read everything there is out there, and organise get-togethers with like-minded people. It was just what worked for me. bla bla bla this can be rather appealing to the majority. The nal script, while this book and found totally different from the Scholars can use them for free to gain inspiration and new creative ideas for their writing assignments. If you really dislike someone because of their nagging, is it because they are trying to get you to work to your full potential or are they just a busybody, and if they are the former, are they giving the advice in a positive or negative manner, and if it's positive, are you taking it as constructive criticism or just criticism? LOL your comment made me laugh. Pain is temporary finish as quick as you can the best dissertation is the done dissertation.. so true same your research passions for after you are done. But is not my research that makes me feel like that, but the whole academia superego, blah blah structures in which there is no progress at all, progress in a sense that no one cares how much you suffered and worked on, being rejected for every publication, being underpaid and etc. What do I do? Thanks for this post, I dont feel so alone. Thank you for writing this. Forget about work, life, family, and all the other stuff. , , ;) So keep climbing fellow PhD monkeysone branch at a time!!! Every time I got to compose I find myself hitting dead end. I feel your pain. I love how your development is entirely dependent on my dedication and effort. SPITE well- Ive nothing else to go on.. All my best to you Cici and all the others out there trying to get a PhD. Mmmm, I can see that spite could be a good motivator to finishing ones PhD dissertation but Id have to say that in those really low points whilst trying to finish is that I had a different reason. Hmmm, yet another hidden talent of our chairsthey can predict our futurescool!!! ONCE an f-ing year! Thanks for sharing today. Just.. everything from my arrogant and superegoistic supervisor (I once thought he was human), the lack of motivation, my depressed colleagues, the system that fails us slaves, the underpaid job, the hopeless situation (quitting and facing the failure for the rest of my life of just keep going on and on and on).. I'm shocked! Right now, I think I dont care about finishing because of all the people (mostly grad students) who keep telling me that I *have to* finish. I am so over it I spend time thinking of leaving the field and trying out something completely different. Taking that first or rather next step was so crucial! A full semester of work for a bachelors level research paper. We are, also all of us going to be pigeonholed for the rest ofmour lives. Without a PhD, opportunities are rare and at this point you are unlikely to find any funding for another five years to start a new PhD on a different topic. All the best mate. Just needed me to stand on my head and relate to a world differently configured. Fifth year of my PhD and I hate my project. Just to reply, Im in a similar situation. Make friends with a grammar pedant, (lurk around the grad school humanities dept coffee doc!) I have to post a coda really. Fifth year of my PhD and I hate my project. At this point, I have no choice, so must continue. degree, just leave. Allowing you one more moment to laugh-. Bless you all who are taking or have taken the PhD track hats off to you. im so confused and its really fing with my head, her lack of response to my emails. I cant wait to give my committee the finger and honestly I dont believe they should even put their name on MY projectthey didnt help one iota! Being under-whelmed also not nice. If my family had a choice, theyd disown me. Folks, I love you. Last year I begrudgingly accepted that my quest for a TT job in history was over (six years since graduation, three of which I spent as a VAP and three as an adjunct) but I have found that I am now EAGER to leave this industry. My beloved mentors pushed me into overly-ambitious theme which I had to defend too soon to realize what Im actually getting into (and the committee wasnt helpful with passive acceptance of the theme). This really helps to remember and know that I am not alone. Writing a doctoral thesisthe culmination of years of research workcan be a 2. You and your experiences fit right in! ;D. Also I only now really read Foucault and well. But there are days I hate my dissertation the process and everyone who asks me when I am going to finish Ill let you know how my next submission goes. There are also other avenues for referral, such as your physician (assuming there's someone you see regularly). I email them- and WAIT MONTHS for a F#$%&*@! Once you have your degree you will most likely have more leeway to design your projects as you want, within the guidelines of good/valid research of course. No, not the only one. Study is not limited to school and neither is learning. I am going to get back at it this afternoon. Our PhD Writing Template is a way to visualise every element of your PhD on one page. So write from the beginning. We just need to think of that stupid little hill that needs to be climbed every day. Im in my 3rd year of the dissertation and I think my committee is unnecessarily making me jump through all of these hoops when theyve let other students in my group pass on through with much less complicated projects. Go back to your thesis again. Im putting as much as I can on hold, cutting out anything unnecessary, and just going full tilt for these next few weeks. Coming to that awareness and putting it to use is the essence of spite. Put too much of me into it. Perfectionism/procrastination? thanks for this post. I agree with all that all previously have written! EMSLTTP (Even More), I am writing a puny but pointless undergrad diss and have already spewed molten shite all over my soon-to-have -his-head-punched-in teacher via e-mail. If I could give you a hug or a high five, I would do it!! I am not sure anymore if I want this My past chair the prima donna put such a damper on this process, I feel I wouldnt even know where to start again New chair, new committee and starting from the beginning again or hope to find someone who can help me rescue some of the work I had done already Its not I can do This! but Should I STILL do this? Is it time to give up and enjoy my life? Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. One of my committee members died! Im back and like you I have been debating these last few months on how to approach that Everest you mention. Have never tried to TEACH! I serve as a mental health 1st aid officer at my school. Given that it has already been 5 years, I suspect this plan should involve you finishing your current work, writing a dissertation, and graduating. I must share it with my social networks. The notion of spitefully finishing my diss, which my committee would then be forced by university policy to read, warms the devious nugget of my heart. I hated Deleuze. I appreciate your kindness and positive energy!! Those are just some suggestions. As those of you who follow me on Twitter and do their homework late on a weeknight might already know, I have been in the throes of writing a paper on Derrida for my Critical Theories subject. Put it all down on "paper", if you have to. After almost going crazy myself over writing my dissertation, I decided that I had to take the opposite approach LET GO!!! I definitely needed this, as I nod my head in acknowledgement to the rest of you that have faced/are facing the same. , Agree to all of the above. There is absolutely nothing wrong with saying fuck you to the whole thing and walking away. I dont know. I am excited but also feel a little bit of sadness and regret and perhaps a little fear for the next stage in life because Ive missed out dedicating myself to being in love, family experiences and generally being a fun person. These are really two separate issues, but that is often forgotten. Good luck! Talk about a clichd threshold moment. Thank you so much Elenanor! If only there was a way for us to help each other out of this misery. This made me laugh out loud and I TOTALLY needed to laugh out loudso much better than beating myself up for wasting yet another day. To NR, I feel EXACTLY the same way! 8 YEARS SINCE MY FIRST PHD COURSE WORK! The funniest part is as experts in our fields/topics why is it it appears we cant get past our committees? 2020 EssayAssist.com All rights reserved, We use cookies to ensure you get the best experience. My doctor is not nuts about adding stimulants, and Id like to get through this process without adding a fourth medication to my regimen (crazy, I know). Without further details, it's hard to say, but it does sound like he's prioritizing his career (finishing an industry sponsored project) over yours (publishing papers, working on interesting topics). I wish you the best! However, job descriptions aren't always correct, they don't describe how toxic (or not) the work environment is, and they likely won't tell you how all the projects are going to be utilized. All rather unfortunate! Impossible to go back once life and a career gets in the way! Thats easy for me. All of my things are late most of the time and Im just crawling along. normal. because goodness = struggle. And I will do so out of spite , Heres to another rage-filled day of scholarship , After all these years this post still resonates ! At the very least you should have an approximate timeline, what problems and approaches will go into the dissertation, and what scope of work you are expected to do, and what will happen if the project continues to fail. And like Inger my first read of Deleuze and Guattari A thousand plateaus had me shaking my head thinking everyone who cited them suffered from the emperor has no clothes syndrome. Derrida, hate, and stupidity, in the practice of thesis writing. Masters! Ive got less than 10 days to go before putting nearly 10 years of work to bed. I walked out. in AI and theoretical physics)? There's the project, and there's the thesis. Think of the few more months of hardship as the price of admission. Building cool stuff or writing a fascinating and concise piece of computer software is just euphoric. Pay attention to their focus and methodology (for example, if you're more comfortable with the concepts behind cognitive behavioral therapy, seek out someone who practices that). Get the professional mental help you need, if necessary, which it sounds like you do. I went to a crappy program that gave me no political pull. The real problem was getting a job. No one seems to understand what im going through, all i can do is cry i cant even get up in the morning and i dont even want to open my computer. I googled Sick from Thesis and found this forum! Pfffft! It can be difficult to maintain your enthusiasm for so many years, in the face of so many rewrites of essentially the same stuff. Ive always said that the only way I would *not* complete my program is because of death or because they kicked me out. 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